My Little Hole in the Internet Wall

I am a 24 year old Performing arts Graduate :) I love singing, music, anime and manga, Japan and doing my nails! :)

Carpe Diem! Seize the Day!

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Permalink I can’t stop watching this haha
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Permalink I know this pain allll too well haha
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Well it seems that I have missed my chance with the guy I liked from work. I said that its probably for the best and that it doesn’t matter, but why does my chest feel so tight when I think about it? I don’t know what to make of it really.

On the flip side of my life there’s a guy I like who comes to the gigs me and my brothers band play at. He’s really nice and there seems to be chemistry between us. The only thing that, I wouldn’t say puts me off but makes me worried, is that he has a daughter. I know that shouldn’t make a difference but it does worry me slightly.

I probably shouldn’t think about it anyway. Ill see what happens and then ill think about it. I don’t even know if he likes me so yea.

Blah my love life is just so shit right now. I’m getting pains in my chest just thinking about it all.

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Permalink Sooo I’ve been on a diet to try and loose some weight. I’ve always been a big girl and I had just had enough of it. 

So I’ve been using the My Fitness Pal app on the iPhone to simply calorie count. It’s a fantastic thing! In the 50 or so days that I’ve been using it I’ve lost around 12lb. I’m kinda hovering at the moment though so I think I need to do more aerobics to loose weight. Just swimming doesn’t seem to be cutting it now lol

So this photo is just a little comparison shot between about 3 weeks ago and today. I like to be able to physically see the difference and it seems like my thighs, bum and tum are getting slightly thinner. I know I’ve lost about 2 inches from my waist :) 

Seeing this photo is going to spur me to loose more until I’m a healthier weight and bmi! Wish me luck guys :)